I know this is a weird question, and I hope it’s not upsetting or something, but do you think it makes me a bad friend if I hate celebrating others’ birthdays? I’ve never had a good birthday or any holiday at all with my family. They try to include me in their celebrations, but I feel like I don’t belong. I absolutely hate this feeling. I wish I had supportive parents or even as much food at home as they have. I guess it’s jealously, which feels awful, but I genuinely want them to be happy.

Nah i get it birthdays are pretty sensitive for me too mine are always a nightmare. Jealousy’s a natural feeling and you’re not a bad friend for having it it’s not like you’re trying to wreck their shit or somethin I’m sorry you’re feelin this way tho ❤️