androidboy:

androidboy:

considering opening up to my cousin whom i love and trying not to shut down emotionally at the v concept of doing that

her: yes of course you can talk to me!!

me, sweating: uhh , hh,, so,,,, im kinda sad,

my fav thing abt her is she knows how to deal w my anxiety like i ended up sending her a long ass explanation and her response was assuring me that she read through it and can’t respond rn but will respond after work

idk ive been helping out a lot lately and giving it my all and neither of my parents have acknowledged that and every time it’s brought up it’s just them wanting me to make them feel better about not helping at all