I have tried so many tricks but none work most of the time. My fav is makin hot chocolate n listening to cricket sounds
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got invited to a birthday party at a club for tomorrow night and , ive never been to a straight club before,,
is gerard way’s furry-like tendencies known to everyone but we all just universally agreed to stay silent every time he does something to add to the pile because i will gladly live in forced ignorance longer i just need to know im not alone

oh thank god im not alone
considering opening up to my cousin whom i love and trying not to shut down emotionally at the v concept of doing that
her: yes of course you can talk to me!!
me, sweating: uhh , hh,, so,,,, im kinda sad,
my fav thing abt her is she knows how to deal w my anxiety like i ended up sending her a long ass explanation and her response was assuring me that she read through it and can’t respond rn but will respond after work
there’s ,, there’s a light switch ,on the ceiling of the upstairs bathroom
idk ive been helping out a lot lately and giving it my all and neither of my parents have acknowledged that and every time it’s brought up it’s just them wanting me to make them feel better about not helping at all